Hi, I'm Jess.


nameJess (Discord: pocketpanda)age40+pronounsshe/her/they/themlocationus Central timehome data centerNA Crystal/Dynamis, but willing to travel
ㅤintroㅤ I am an RPer on Final Fantasy XIV. I generally am a mirror RPer and enjoy darker themes, adult content (smut/ERP with chemistry and story beats), combat, drug and alcohol use, romance, religious tropes, political rhetoric and LGBTQA-friendly stuff. I prefer to build long-lasting connections, rather than just one-off encounters. Discord rp is also fine, but I do enjoy supplementing it with in-game rp as well.If you’re shy and you see me around, and you’d like to rp, feel free to /tell me, or just walk on up! We can definitely work something out, albeit as long as you follow some common-sense guidelines.Schedule: Erratic, due to life in general. Just send me a /tell if you see me online, or a dm on discord anytime.I also run two (2) pop-up venues. The first is a high-class, exclusive sushi and coffee bar in the middle of the Brimming heart called Takitaro, co-owned by Ersian and his husband, Ganz. You can find the carrd here. The other is a Brume pub and sanctuary called The Last Drop, owned by Gunnar. You may find the carrd here. Both spaces are open RP venues 24/7, manned by NPC staff when we are not around. Keep an eye on PF for open/staffed hours and please follow all applicable rules.
do notconfuse IC with ooc. i will absolutely not tolerate blurring of that line. i am not my characters, nor are they me.do notvalue the game over RL. no, i do not work, but that doesn't mean that i am available 24/7. i have a family, doctors appointments and general life obligations to perform just like anyone else.do notengage in god-modding, bigotry, emotional tactics such as guilt-tripping, etc. I have unfortunately been subjected to such things in my past and any of the above will swiftly and permanently earn you a place on my blacklist.do notdiscuss 'crimes' with me in-game under any circumstances. If you want my codes, just ask on discord. Sad that it needs to be said, but as I have received multiple requests, please know that if you send a pair request without at least dm'ing me first, again, ON DISCORD, it will be declined.
dobe at least 21 years of age (IC and OOC). I do not rp with anyone younger for safety reasons. no exceptions. I will ask your age, screenshot your response and save it. This is a case of looking out for my own ass. I'm old and tired, and not looking to get in trouble or have any drama.dounderstand that i am recovering from high risk acute myeloid leukemia (cancer) irl. This means that I cannot sit at the computer for marathon RP sessions. I'm good for three, maybe four hours at a time, then I usually need a small break to get up, stretch, eat, usually anywhere from 15 mins to an hour.doactively participate in the RP and try to give me something to respond to. if I take the time to craft an engaging post, regardless of length, i hope you would put the same amount of effort into your writing.

Current Hyperfixation
Welcome to my character page!Current hyperfixations are denoted by the bullet list color indicated above. Green is fixated and active, black is not a fixated character but if you have interest in them, throw me a pitch and if I'm interested, I could pull them out. Hyperfixations are subject to change as rarely and frequently as my ADHD brain dictates.Some of these characters are lore-bendy. Those denoted by a ??? have a special ability or life condition that is likely to come up at some point in RP, so if you're very strict about lore and game canon, I may not be the RPer for you.If you have any questions, each character has their carrd linked with more info and (for most of them) more pictures, or you can DM me @pocketpanda on Discord. DMs are open any time. Thanks for taking a look!
ersian kisne
ruu kisne

age137... ish.clanViera; Veenapronounshe/himgendercis-male, gender nonconformingsexualitygay/poly/power-bottom try-hardromanceablehell yesresidenceTakitaro (Goblet)professionsmechanic/engineer, fisherman, restaurateur, and ??
Address: Crystal | Mateus | Goblet Sub | W26 | P19
Address: Crystal | Mateus | Goblet Sub | Sultana's Breath Wing 2 | W24 | Room #83
Utterly unrepentant rapscallion. Lover of good moko and better whiskey. Pusher of buttons (literal and figurative.)

age126... ishclanViera; Veenapronounsshe/hersgendercis-femalesexualityheterosexual; submissiveromanceablesfw onlyresidenceTakitaro (Goblet) with her brother, manor in IshgardprofessionsMistweaver/healer, Mistress of Remedies for The Corsair
Address: Dynamis | Kraken | Goblet Sub | W23 | P19
Misplaced Mistweaver from the Skatay Range. Former, famed courtesan who made her way through the brothel circuit. Aspiring cook and gardener; gentle soul.
a'sedai tyatu
gunnar ironfist

age28clanMiqo'te; Seeker of the Sunpronounsshe/hergendercis-femalesexualityhetero/poly/feisty submissiveromanceablesfw onlyresidenceRamshackle boarding house for displaced tribals in ThanalanprofessionsCourier, adventurer
rebellious soul that ultimately destabilized her tribe. independant wild child out on her own, learning to survive on the mean streets. nunh-slayer.

age48clanHyur; Coerthan Highlanderpronounshe/himgendercis-malesexualitybisexual/poly/gentle dominantromanceablecasually, but oocly open to a more serious relationship developing through extended rpresidenceThe Last Drop brume barprofessionsblacksmith, pub owner
Address: Dynamis | Golem | Empyreum Sub | W19 | P27
loud-mouthed rabble-rouser and part time resident of the gaols. benefactor of the brume folk. blacksmith bar none; his masterpieces justify his exorbitant prices. Feed the poor on the blood of the rich.
darceloix 'darce' vilauclaire
Sereide Sorrowtide

age26clanIshgardian elezen; ???pronounshe/hisgendercis-malesexualitygay/poly/versromanceablesfw onlyresidenceseveral around the starprofessionsNoble, Perfumer/Alchemist, guitarist/singer, model
Address: Dynamis | Rafflesia | Empyreum Sub | W23 | P27
Elite perfumer with a nose for gil and status. Lascivious noble rake with charm for days. Nevertheless, some recent and notable eccentricities abound.

ageappears mid-thirtiesclanappears hyur; midlanderpronounsshe/hergendercis-femalesexualityinquire if you dareromanceableromance? highly unlikely. sex? far more probableresidenceThe Scarlet Tithe frigateprofessionsCaptain
Address: Crystal | Malboro | Goblet | W24 | P9
Address: Crystal | Mateus | Goblet | Sultana's Breath Wing 1 | W24 | Room #86
Tyrant Commander with the sharp teeth and sharper temper, most often directed at her favorite target: the Maelstrom. Love/hate conflicting relationship with men; love to fuck you, can't wait to kill you. Savage, bloodthirsty and gives no quarter.
Thorn Harrow
Eko '[SHADE]/5H4D3' Zayne

age32clanSeekerClanless Miqo'tepronounshe/hisgendercis-malesexualitygay/poly/versromanceablecautiously; sex far more likelyresidenceplush apartment in the GobletprofessionsSorcerer, courtesan, relic thief and underground merchant
Unfortunate birth to a cult of Void worshippers. One daring escape later, picked up Black Magery. Man of many faces and fewer principles than most.

This character and carrd contains HEAVY SPOILERS for the Dawntrail expansion. You have been warned.
age86clanShetonapronounshe/himgendercis-malesexualitygay/polyromanceablepossible, if you get past his paranoiaresidencevarious hide-outsprofessionsSolution 9 hacker, information broker, industrial espionage, cyberneticist and technomancer
Spoiled little rich boy whose parents bought his attention away. Sheer coincidence with one of many lovers earned his fascination in tech. Lover didn't last, but the fascination did. Bun on the run!
Ikura Sakai
Eliott Dieudonné Mathias Callais

age28clanAu Ra; Raenpronounsgender non-conforminggendercis-malesexuality[Blank, mildly panicked look]romanceableProceed with careresidenceSmall home in MistprofessionsRuins delver (totally above board museums or verified dealers only), scholar/summoner, unwilling Seer
Address: Dynamis | Maduin | Mist Sub | W22 | P56
Cursed Seer of the unknown. Relics and artifacts retrieval of high moral fiber. Flighty, awkward, skittish; professional wallflower with a strange feline companion.

age32clanHalf-elezen; half-hyur; ???pronounshe/himgendercis-male/metro-presenting/immaculate/cleansexualitygay/polyromanceableif you can get past the layers of secrets.residenceunknown.professionssopranist,thief
Address: Crystal | Balmung | Lavender Beds Sub | Lily Hills Wing 2 | W29 | Room #60
Secrets upon secrets burning within his breast, hidden behind a charming smile and an angelic voice. Two paths, equally familiar but divergent - nevertheless, both suit his purpose. Revenge will be served cold.
Sohkatani, Daughter of the Dotharl
Aruktai, Exiled Son of the Chaghan

age26clanAu Ra; Xaelapronounsshe/hersgendercis-femalesexualityvaries with mate(s)romanceablesfw onlyresidenceyurt in Thanalan (apt in Goblet)professionsarrowhead and whetstone merchant
Address: Crystal | Mateus | Sultana's Breath Wing 2 Sub | Goblet | W16 | Room #84
mother of three, family woman to whom bonds are worth dying to protect. wildfire shaman, and many other titles, meant to be shouted loud and with pride. passion should never be banked.

age22clanAu Ra; Xaelapronounshe/himgendercis-malesexualityhetero/monoromanceableif you meet his exacting standardsresidencetakitaro (goblet) with ersian, ruu and ganzprofessionsColiseum fighter in Ul'dah; occasionally partnered with Ganz
Rash, arrogant, moody; a bruise of a person. Berserker exiled from the Azim Steppe, stranger in a strange land having difficulty adjusting to his new circumstances by refusal to adapt. They call him Warbreaker, but the internal battles he fights rage on.
lady eliane meurtriloux
Remiel Chanterive

age35clanHyur; Coerthan Midlander/???pronounsshe/hersgendercis-femalesexualityHeterosexualromanceableMore likely than you thinkresidenceStaying in Ishgard; home in North CoerthasprofessionsLady of Ishgard, Heiress, Equine Breeder of Repute
Address: Crystal | Balmung | Sultana's Breath Wing 1 Sub | Goblet | W6 | Room #39
Hot-blooded in all her tempers and passions, Eliane is a woman of will. Touched by the darkness, it runs through her blood, bound by promises of deeper generations. Desperation is a double-edged sword.

age68clanIshgardian ElezenpronounsHe/himgenderMalesexualityGayromanceableYesresidenceClinic and home in Ishgard and GridaniaprofessionsVeterinarian, wildlife biologist (for both 'normal' pets and critters, as well as more... rarified creatures), cryptozoologist
The doctor is in! Sharlayan-educated Archon with Ph.D.'s in wildlife ecology, biology and animal behavior. Master's degree in management conservation. Accepting new patients of the cryptid sort, discretion guaranteed.
Pop-up Venues
takitaro
the last drop

Address: Crystal | Mateus | Goblet | Ward 26 | Plot 19
Takitaro is an upscale sushi bar owned by Ersian Kisne located in the middle of the beautiful Brimming Heart district of the Goblet in Ul'dah. The finest, freshly caught sushi can be served inside the cool, elegant interior, featuring soothing water features and luxurious couches - or if you prefer, can be brought out poolside. Coffee drinks and spirits are also available and all food and drinks are expertly crafted by Ersi's husband Ganz, executive chef bar none!
OOC: This is a pop-up venue, which means we open when we are able, which will be announced via party finder. When we are not open, please feel free to use the space as if it is staffed by NPCs. Please follow the rules on the carrd. Thank you and please enjoy!

Address: Dynamis | Golem | Empyreum | Ward 19 | Plot 27
The Last Drop is a Brume by Gunnar Ironfist for Ishgard's unwanted and destitute, a refuge against frozen winds and frigid hearts. Nobility, Temple Knights and clergy are not permitted on the grounds in order to provide a safe haven where the common folk can voice their frustrations without fear of reprisal. So come on in, get yourself a plate of hearty food, a satisfying mug of suds, with a little side of Brumeling anarchy!
OOC: This is a pop-up venue, which means we open when we are able, which will be announced via party finder. When we are not open, please feel free to use the space as if it is staffed by NPCs. Please follow the rules on the carrd. Thank you and please enjoy!